I am ready to try. It's been several weeks of just eating whatever I want. Every Monday I "mean" to get back to business, but I haven't. But today I will...I have.
I have been watching a lot of Dr. Oz specials and they have scared me. He is talking to people who have maybe 50 lbs to lose and he is telling them how at risk they are for all these terrible health things and all I can think is, "then what am I?" I think he'd have a field day with me. I think because I got turned down for lap-band because I was "too healthy" fooled me into thinking that it was only my size that was a problem.
So the focus is on eating better. I plan to still count calories, but the main focus is to eat more healthy.
The scale said 341.2 this morning. So at least I am still below my highest weight.
At 3FC today, 2 people today have lost 100 lbs since January. It makes me sad that if I had just started trying, I could be there too. 6 months. I could possibly lose 100 lbs in 6 months. I could be 241 for Jacob's birthday. Hmmmm
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3 comments:
I'm glad you are not giving up!
Jen
So am I!!
Jill
I know its hard to look back on where you could have been. I've done that so many times before. But if you start NOW just think in a year you can look back and feel good about what you did. It might not be 100 but it doesn't matter if you start and keep going then there is no choice but progress.
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