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Week 50: I gained 2 lbs

This week I gained 2 lbs. I will start today and that is partly to blame, but the fact that I basically gave up, is the other part. My cycle always bring raging cravings and weight gain, of course. But for some reason this time, it also brought some major moodiness. I was very down and didn't care. Pair that with the cravings and the knowing that I would be up on Monday anyway because of my period, and well...you know. So I made some less than stellar choices on Saturday. Sunday was OK, yesterday sucked. My moodiness seems to have lifted some today, so maybe I can get my mind back in the game. I feel like this 100 lb mark has been so unattainable. I really need to get past it, it is putting a damper on everything! I am going to go into a boot camp sorta mode where I am doing every little thing I can do to have better progress. Extra exercise, cleaner eating, more sleep, more water. My normal 1800 calories is all that matters will be what I go back to, but I think it's time for some extra hard work. I want to race past this 100 lbs lost and get to 125 or 150 lost in no time. I am thinking about getting up a little early and doing some cardio to get my system reved up early. Any good recommendations for 20 mins of killer cardio that I can do at home?