more than just talking about it

Things I CANNOT have in the house...

• BIG cheese it's
• Break & Bake cookies

I will eat them over normal food. I will eat them way past my calories. I will eat raw cookie dough for breakfast. Every now and then I get this silly notion that I am "past" all that and that I will maintain control. Where is the falling down laughing smiley when you need it!!!

Last night I went back to water aerobics. I am really glad that I did. It also helps that there is a really nice girl (she 14 years younger, so she gets to be called a girl) there. My mom no longer goes with me because of an eye condition that she has, so it's nice not to be alone. None of my friends would go with me (sad face). I go to the Aqua fit and they have a water walking class after that I might try on Wednesday. It sure would be nice to stay for both when I can!