I'll tell you that on Thursday night, I overate ate and have not gotten back on plan yet! I didn't even weigh in today. I did honestly forget, but would I have forgotten if I was losing...uhhhh. NO! See that's they way it is with me, all starts and stops. I drive myself crazy with this.
Why won't I just do it? WHY?!?!
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- Sandi
- I started this blog 200 lbs overweight. I now have under 100 lbs left to lose. My goal was to save my life by losing weight and become the active, fun loving woman I was inside. I am most of those things now, but have a ways to go! Join me as I blog my way through this journey.
Stats
Age: 44
Highest: 368 (7/12/10)
Current: 259.2 (7/9/12)
Goal: 168
Total Pounds lost: 108.8
Highest: 368 (7/12/10)
Current: 259.2 (7/9/12)
Goal: 168
Total Pounds lost: 108.8
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Dear Sandi,
There was a newspaper article back in the summer quoting a bariatric doctor in the city where I live. Sadly our hospitals put no money to bariatric services so the clinic is really this side of a joke but this doctor is supposed to be one of the best bariatric doctors in Canada. He said that some very obese people will never be able to lose weight no matter how much they want to, it is physically and mentally impossible. I don't say this to be negative or make you think you are wasting your time but it seems to me that your best bet is going to be weight loss surgery. I know how much you want to do this on your own but it doesn't seem to me that you have reached that point where you will be able to lose weight without medical intervention. I saw on another 3FC site where you were talking about co-morbidities. Sandi, you are probably somewhat depressed without really realizing it. Your post here smacks of hopelessness, a key sign of clinical depression. I encourage you to start seeking the assistance you need for the WLS, I gave you a great web site where loads of people who are getting ready for surgery or have already had surgery can give you fantastic advice. There are even message boards that are state specific so you can find a surgeon and support where you live. I want you to be the mom that can climb the hill and go sledding and go skating and go to any restaurant you darn well please. Please start looking into WLS.
Jen
Sandi, I'm a friend from 3FC. What you hit upon is exactly what did it for me - I got tired of not being able to do things with the kids, and when I twisted my ankle putting up decorations outside, I had it with myself. Our sledding hill is in my backyard, and darnit, I want to sled while my kids want me with them! I have plenty of time to sit in the house, when they're teens!! Get back on plan girl, you are the only one keeping yourself from doing this. Don't worry about the why, just make yourself do it for right now, and don't think.
BTW I forgot to mention that I love Jacob's hat. That is such a great picture with his board.
Jen
Ahhhh, SNOW! Em would be soooooo jealous! As always, Jacob and Bailey are too cute for words!
Wow, I cannot WAIT until you finally get to experience all those cool mom things that you long for. Jacob, Steve, and Bailey are gonna be blown away by how active and energetic you act and feel. So quit asking why and get yourself back on plan missy, you've got work to do!! Even if you do end up having wls, the time beforehand is most definitely NOT a free ride. Not that the time after wls is a free ride, but you know what I mean. You've got to keep doing what you can, no matter what. Every little step brings you that much closer to being the active mom and wife you want to be. Remember my post about playing with Em at the park? It is attainable Sandi, and it's out there waiting for you to come get it. So knock it off will ya, and get back on plan!! ;D
Love ya babe! (((hugs)))
Bev
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